drawings

These were all drawings I did for the awesome, radical zine Please, You Will Sodomize Me?!?

Animal Man

how your digestive mirrors mutilated me to sentaur
I sacred the convex prophecy a second (a pale beat)
then dog-ear those precious clones of me, strangled
waves of ness-nest speaking closes, rosegrout teethes

and wrist-herd grammars tightly, coldly seething
dark organs, anvil plumage. iridescent voices merge
in the tendons and folds producing flock of keelveins.
heartvest scrapes sky, blood clouds fumble their throat

swarming aqueducts go blind; organelles rinse statues
of silent faces: a forceful blend. coral-fat aorta spells
shade cerebral, tersely pumping vocables. more distance,
always more stunted on horizon and augury swanland

compass the marble hurricanes in my tropics, dead atlas
of my fistrange. knuckles melted slowly fall away,
until my clench resembles a red dune, a broken forest.
I love you in the strange canyon of my youngest mouth

your voyage through my autopsy pollinating soft genocide.
you should lay down your heads, hydrate skull corsage
on rain-membered velvet and spider-gilled petals, watch
my dickfield rising gently over arches of our rippled spine

mormaid

in my second life I am mormaids

of veils and silvery scales 

I do not wear a bra 

I have no mammary tits 

I do not sing and do not know English

I speak bubble and salt water

I chant a fluid grunt through gill and fin

people come and shoot harpoons at me

while I finger dolphin twat for fun

sonar screams a wall be chasing us

my second life is yanked on deck

sailors swoon for my bright fish cunt

they gangrape fuck get splayed dicks

some pieces stick deep in me 

but remoras clean me right

dolphin fags come fix my weave

primp me full to squirting pearls 

we cruise around the white-wash bays

sip marlin-tails in conchshell mugs

trade my roe for foul daddy spew

nothing dirties my platinum form

my arms like gowns of anemone 

my tail like unclasped bracelet dangles 

I the bimbo and reef of the wild sea

I the rank collapse of mercury and teen

I the special brine freed midst tides

some day they’ll fry my beauty to nuggets

share me over their snack-craven eves 

my second life will be a cunt filet 

of crumbs and lemon slices

Justice League of America

We all have super powers, mine’s I can stare straight into the sun.

Matty skipping after static-colored butterflies, over fields he sees the pollinated silhouettes. 

Hot monkeybars in carpenter ants. On the Velveeda slide someone scratched, Life’s bitch fucked my mom too.

In the soccer field they play games back and forth for the netless goals. 

The sun rose holding the lagoon with insistent ultra like dogs nailing each other to form some rudder. 

He sits in a patch of white mangroves sucking his reading herd’s dicks. 

First an older red-haired soccer wraith dense with wrinkling opinions. 

All the world will suck dick like you, Matt, when they learn what we know. When they know. 

He strokes the buds of his faint spine. 

Among the clusters of spur and stinging nettle shiny as tears, while sobbing relays off. 

Mesh of scabbard, swollen skin of cheerful damage. They watch the carnage glisten. 

Spank clips hallway and playground and open patches of field through the actinium trees. 

Sunlight follows him and they gather moss to pretend pubes stall inside. 

Pattycake follows them and they salt themselves with children foot dandruff.
Voice feeds him. Serrated boys line their crotches along his mouth, ceremony teethes with piss.  

Staring into the sun makes the red come down to curtsy, banish the leftover gravity.

Matthew is what they call and I sit up straight and see dinner ready and hamburger shoreline moan, 

spraying ketchup spinnerets, onions scream in the wind. Soggy white fries wander away.

Fingers around kitchen counter edges stroking. 

Morning comes from inside, absently stroking and adjusting the dials on the oven, wood struts in the fireplace. 

Try not to get yourself burnt, but you can poke, poke ok? poke each room skyless but big, but pressing against my head. 

Broken darts the slinking of those recent crowds in halls left again, crossed to the year’s frail sheen.

Look up at the sun and see it is the same, but his shadow chooses its angles now. 

They chase him out of each room, street heavy bulbs about hookworms in the rash puddles, 

shell-dirt roads, bare feet all torn, bud light ruins. Wire hangers watch, clusters of spongey fruit, rusted mosaic entrails. 

Cot eyes became dandelions left alone. Like the dolls who stitch replicas of his shadow all the places he got fingered and fed. 
The cove of sea wall, like an echo-shaved arena. 

He cried this first night, and when he told me he wasn’t and turned towards the wall 

or closed venetian blinds over the open window, I learned a quiet. Wind coos an emptying delight. 

Then I held him below me, like how I played the ‘anchor waltz’ at pool parties. 

Until the longest day. In place of a name, they would just watch me after that day. 

Into the yellow fronds popping up right when the night was feeling so comfy, chugging dream. 

Skin enlists palatal maw, embers of sleep fail. Pussy roast and breath dark, gouging new phase. 

Tongues mesh in chest stream and his ivy. Spray dawn, he plugs more friends than I know.

Shades begin to pearl, flow over their puddles. Sticky gold, his blink tarnished. That’s that. 

Carapace mistletoe dragged out from behind his teeth. Yes, and so it’s finally Christmas for him. 

Sieve turns on his translucent body like the tree our intentions never captured. 

The Cerberus Gundam he whined after resting silently in a styrofoam package

I spray-painted yellow and dipped in a kiddie pool of hot wax and unicorn stomachs. 

The name puckers, soft as feathery matches, awaiting its moment, all too soon. 

Then the moment scrunches in and his body believes in me.

Mr. Steele, Mr. Steele, we have open experiment ready in your name, act now!!! 

Me a sort of composite of their own control. Their last Tuesdays, baseball tiaras. Radish gingivitis. 

Their own set of lips they kiss when I lean in just to smell what time it is. 

Under the criss-crossing girders the people nod and hoot and wind scalds their tongues.

Swarm a kind headache in the long street, between the steeples like remoras, my eyes still crumbs here and there. 

Iron sea channels glisten, the incandescent boy glittery with sagging bell ligaments and chorus. 

He admires anything that can disappear in varying hues. 

Calls it the proper disease. I smile at this, almost as if I understand what he means or care to learn more. 
Taking my hands, he strokes the porcelain boomerang of his collarbone, and squeezes the nipples, irritating their inert bloom. My jagged wrists peel away the gross cabbage-like tears piled around his eyes in mountains. 

When I reach the pupil, I’ve almost lost my own sight. The desert gushes out of him-- or not exactly, just below him. 

Just before our us stimulates the atmosphere. 

My eyes pulsate out neutron sockets, fields of glass-rinsed faces and bud light smolder. 

Flickering orifices begin to ripple out my Sphinx, craving his skinny bannister. 

Asphyxiated on dream skin, all staring separates leaving just traces onto dawn. 

Light dilutes the eye wind’s sloppy beam for a sec, thinking it won. But then he sighs. 

Sprinting down cramped hills, grass yellow grows blue with laugh. Scaled daisies and dandelion gaseous. 

Morning dribbles infant air, colliding into the pale asteroids pinnaclated over the thrust of his dark cradle. 

Laugh havocs solar flare. My sun resistance just the late echo in the mirror. 

Bleary money-shot fixed on columns of alabaster irises watching their subtitles: 

no way out but sinking playlist, no way in but forever, Matt. One day they’ll know. One day. 

He stands above the scepter of ringworms, body glowing through him scathed yet unopened. 

He knows what I’m looking at now, so used to his eternal. I’m used to the quadrants of muscle monorailing through him in flexible horizons. When he begins to devour me, slowest process of them all (so maybe it already started a thousand years ago on the capital of Venus)-- when he moves closer and closer down the way I can tell he wants to, I’ll be set. I was born here, you see.

Hyasinge, who can suck the music land

I know pulverized glass may not seem fun now, but in time

you’ll know a uniform worthy of Captain Crunch, your mouth

near Blaze cornered by its heavy heavy coals. Infinity, not so

bad in circuits, red_hairy haloes rising out your neck suit me. 

This is, of course, only the future of things. There is no Moon 

without a Wig. There is no Emergency without your Openings.

Our eyes now. What sweet UFOs to grow cemetery forth,

because I was not raised on nipples but mothership logos.

Where red lights, in traffic, as you know, dangle down dentless

of mosaic gloss_cradles. Ah, no one likes my heart_sized wink?

There is Nothing in the kids and Nowhere in the wind. Hurts,

how much time I’ve wasted perfecting my October Lobotomy. 

Please, travel with me a bit. I’ll shred away your fading home.

Places places, why so real, right? Just raise bit-maps under

ligament’s hippodrome tart for a century, wer-mantis fumes 

tracing the cascaded lines of sinew all over-- tada, our skeleton. 

Once every thousand steeples, the Flare resurfaces. Pale near

to blind with basement icing, quietly stirring in its bright glares.

Mom says that good things are the result of best people. Some

sign I watched in my guidance counselor’s bedroom says no 

place is a wasteland where hope crawls. My friend Hope says

I will never find anything. But I own your muted roast of colors. 

When all else fails, I can come out of the window and hold you.

Nothing spreading by the lightless channel, all TV super_scalding. 

Perhaps we don’t live on a globe but just this really ugly circle.

All those pits and shoots who glimmer like depth are just tumor

butter, crescent to strident, permanent throat_banging. No win?

Nothing says ‘I love you’ like gag melodies, phlegm_sorted bolts.

World I first made over you: worm_twinkling darkspam, neon

wound of saint echoes. Priest robed in some fleshless tranny. 

Doors split from the PVC of boy cocks. Snot-crinoline only 

visible by cirrus, all skin ribboned in your asshole rain. Our Best. 

Pump my skull_flock back up until your kidneys drown in eclipse. 

People confetti speckles after, gargles past awe. Enjoy me, ok? 

Our Lady of the Teratoma

so tall necklace milk she echoes the abortions

siphon Lucky Charms to confused mouth kid 

lips in grates, skulls catching onto sunken prism

her exoskeleton our leftover marrow shadow

blending under runny balllet swords she finds

mushy comet in us she name herself we rape

her every lunch we stare alone wane

away into those spltting locust walls slippy

shaven, we let our tears rash down her stair

abortion dunes she is gathered, she stitches 

piercings on her flat tits reek placenta chime

lets the dead souls calm riven back to Nothing

shrine barf she saws throughout us prayer

for her meadow lump blinks soggy fingernails

her gasoline eyes show how she never done

colors ply away at her voice, punctuate each

spreading sphere wilting fever sizzles in tapered

curse she wants so for us to rape her one better

look deep, far away to her unleaded bell spools

where ghost-gnawed traffic still searches over

billboard snow, hands on hands raw got old 

spoon fed her lungs of webdice every broken 

hello stung by white night who glistens in ancient

teeth-ships, satellites rippled by the white fire 

branding us with mute slabs of infant tofu

cum out cement moons shrink-wrap suns red star

tasting her jaw ditches soupy with popped bruise

molted with stray ambience mucus passages
strewn all over nothing but mangled clapping

stump on stump, steady bolts of applause try

she told me to shut up, never let her suck more

of wind puddles shallow dips in gust where eyes

limed with storm thump like tadpoles but she does

Veils of My Ancient Chloe

Terrarium

Our city, the only white one left. But supposedly with no glass beyond its parking lot. 

Statues explore their rot just outside. But still no outside so far, they say. They talk less these days. 

I can barely make out the gas stations that calm each corner. 
Yellow traffic lights, like ancient sails, slap their signals incessantly, out hard. 
No one would recognize this as survival without the Mall close. 

I stare up to the moon, where super-tall men rake out maria. 
Nothing usually comes out here at this hour, except for the blind soldiers foaming for scraps, pale horses that follow them. 

But sometimes she opens up, arriving on, soundlessly tearing through, demanding total softeyes. 
Ghost brims through our sewer openings, rising, twitches night, in winging cough. 

Over clorox meridian, she gazes. Can you touch her? Yeah, sure. Get to it. 

She goes by Chloe. But she only answers in rewinded field-verbs, blowing memory like detergent polyps, vodka dots. 
She might understand but she chokes you on. 

She centers my speaking sun.

Dawn Blotches

Chloe smiling. Pools and pools, ready, turned their bellies towards her.

She ossifies her cloudy spittle, backing up and down her vent-like assemblage, abacus of eyeballs in blinky sluice. Veins wash over her hips like coat-hangar minnows. At once hard, splitting, fluid. When she cries, spores oracle into place. Summer coughing out of her in wads of gold tendon. But where will you go? And the fields sag after her. 

Stare up to her gardening breath. She shall recite the passage through the forest depths: gatherings of mutilated oaks where Citerphion shuttles white in marbled berry. I stroke your spinal fluids calcifying, de-calcifying, so many tentacular dicks. Yes, many, many. 

Listen closely, you can just make out a light, popping pulse. Our evaporate body. 

Take me through to the bitch-turf: parted gutblur of forest hamper. Cello pinion, amber castle.  

Symphony goliath enriches elder longtree, where the frigid hoplites technolate. Where polygon. 

This tree that knows no tree. Tongue tree snowflaking phlegm. Seethes violet blubber from its ballastudded face. Calls away dark spheres to fragile damage, lighthouse intestine real skinny. 

Collects panes of echoed appendages on cartoon foam, lactates a brand of wink. Shivers.

Chloe moistens into ripple seeds. Does not hear me, watches crude birdkids rummage through bushes near the parking garage instead. Sitting quietly upon the ground, complacent in meridian bleach. Soften flurry of wings around, juts gill-kites in cheerful imitation. Mouth-spangled across the grass, discharge plucking up dandelions to watch them away. Worm larynxes hum viscous carols, gummy songs of layers and layers of heart. Always playing games, often uses animals otherwise unwilling. Plunging them under, such endless giggle, sour architecture to swallow. 

But no issue bores through, all tunnel to the moist grayness of the lot. Like the masquerade is blush fizzing, no fingernails, no teeth left to move. Nothing stands still in the sunlight.

I have my happiness below my eyes. For today immolated my insides. 

Today is our wedding.

The Forest Temple

Once upon a time, however, mouths behind the leaves, under the frozen dark. Long bodies of the one creature shaped in a window of hallways. The Citerphion who always comes closer. 

Who always, stroking the white VEIN of beyond, ultraviolets himself with tantra.  

“We must kill her, we must eradicate that bone passage from all her fatassness,” chant the Citerphion in rainbows, juice dragging from their throats. E-coli tinctured satyrs on the banisters. 

Snot-apertured boys, clothes flesh as feral Power Rangers. Dizzy to just think, endless potential skulls. To eradicate her of that unlevel skull pond, that shit could totally ripen their collection of anatomy, blisters, foam, coast. O, how sweet!! Something to gargle again. 

Each is now peeling a whisper. 

“We must kill that shit head,” the Citerphion chant, as him of infinite salmon feathers, twenty mile glittering tiara. Grotto-cuirass dips his newly regenerated proboscis into the spine of young god. Blood cushions, streaming up-- openly, no stool moon. E-coli satyrs hack off the tits of a macaw-headed violinist, ooze trickles eclair celluloid. Lap it up they do.  

Him collects his feathers around like fluffed-glace pepto and suckles some offspring, thousands and thousands. One emerges as polypy song, ambient and bold with tingles. Seething a colorful landscape and fingernail throats, gold, magenta, rustorange, baste coloring. Violinist shriveled by her face. Like furniture, visits come and hole up. Heads shrink back to their fibers, eye-vases whine over the threshold, banshees zit up in the skin. Process very wet these hours. 

“WE MUST KILL HER, WE NEED YUMYUMYUM,” the Citerphion sweat out brackish materials, lanes and lanes. Their fuckgut of the sky commences too. Routine, yes. First one, then two, then all three skies follow conversion download into form of pure laugh. This a noise deprived of exact impetus, stripped of any object color or code. 

Laugh like a closed season. Or like a person only touching. What lactates armpits on all sides. 

The Citerphion make their way through the uppards, rainbow gliding all throughout them in jibbed-wyvern flourishes. Once they catch scent of new sun, the fun won’t stop vibrating. They will stop at nothing until all her flesh burns with their pouches and waste. Twitching gowns of congealed flames, squirt further layers, no puss left behind. All watching, so close so. 

Ring around the rosy quakes and portal light sets closer and closer. Brightest light precums. 

Inside Our Mall of Happyland

“The parking lot again,” he says, but mouths only seen mouth eyes around. 

Now in the middle of the Mall, by the palm tree squares and manatee statues. Heads motion on top of haze of bodies, some immobile and yet glide. Speaking in gentle bursts, pitches swathed in voice rinds. The mucus emerges misused in leather vocab. Placid floorways. Plenty of ceilings. Lights collect around passers like winged specimen, ghost torn. 

Constellation ventricles dangling 

over her shoulder-groves like pigtail spaghetti. 

Primary dress-layers adopt mustard hue, 

but this varies with exposure to radiation, laughter, animal. 

New species produce out her suspended ponds. 

Percolating insects of heaving belly. 

Umber moths mercurial, hornets dot atlantic frost. 

Shifting speckle, cell, puss. Teething mist of insect 

spray hovers gently around eye-strap colonies. 

Fog of parting holes. Sheer barriers transpose, 

cascade infection, buffeting visage in milky kevlar. 

Templar long, miles into sleep, seethe zipper-zapper.

Inside the ceiling are thick, thick windows. Strips cover them. 

At the center of the Mall a grand fountain emerges. Like a fossilized hydra, though it listens. 

Liquid heads blossom from the material. Squeaking noise first, then crack and shudder. 

Itchy feeling, bit by something again and again, yet not infectious. Simple. Sorta comfy. 

Standing one in the Mall sanctum. Palm trees, linoleum, even the ceilings glistening.

Children go, allow one flutter. Pearl trees. Thrown trees. Water through a fountain. 

Blush of the water. Fountain on the children. They on the fountain like barefoot, toeing change. 

Walls upon walls ripple in the water folding. 

“She still in the parking lot?” The boy staring, he wears a blue helmet. His eyes seem forever. 

They can alone me any time, day or week. I am ripe time. The boy seems to watch me blasting love, somewhere deep within topographic, avalanche eyes. Retina sloppy--  Let’s ripe it away. 

Fluorescent haloes, on. Off. Spinning buzz-saws of mythril and glitter join beneath these bulb patterns. 

Bright, on. 

Hot, off but off off and neither off off off but yeah. 

Stepping to her, goofy with those eyeballs, squashed black capuchin-- 

let me back off a sec, yeah? 

I need to gag on this kid’s stingray wrist. Dick so hypnotically...

Metastasize onto presence, latch halt. 

Aureole cocoons out of her noise, each 

breath greasy. Wing cancerous aura loops. 

Chloe endless cakefins, forming unforming, 

gargle core bleeding and bleeding bleeding.

Splendid pressure, 

falling at my face bright in gnarled

solar branches, recites the lapse hems. 

Ruffling throats like crepe skinprints. 

Always, stepping forward to her. 

Chloe opens her laugh chute. 

If I leave her, she will emulsify landscape 

with muscled effluvium. Whisper away 

into the surrounding cavities. Petals of fat,  

cruel, membranic horizon-hoops. Wilderness 

lent eyesong, observing softly planets vomit. 

Saturn diamondscape in kiddie blotch, like the grainy portrait I once saw by kindergarten. 

“She’s not really still out there, liar.” The boy all staring. Blue helmet fading around the other side of the fountain. 

He stares at him as if they both stand on a swelling bladder, translucent with aeon.  

Gross with fetus armor, heavy too. Spinning clockwise, billows, flapping or something.

But disassembling, anointed teeth still. Grease, frosting, lead doves, everyone awake now.

Hungry Atlas 

First the Citerphion settles, each fibrous smear through up back back. 

Collapsing into nectoplasm. Which is like the TVs who escaped and swore ritual stomachs. 

The resulting slobber leaks onto the parking lot ridges. 

Where vehicles usually feed, his Greater Spine latches into place. Every cell blooms its own channel of feral plot devices, dark camera angles, Mayan cartoon operas. The shows combine with advertisements, gelatinous pheromones and archways pump in rhythms. Morph the parking lot debris into new receptacles, new armored infants. Shattered glass oxygenated by screams. 

The forms they adopt lashing about for cancerous mirrors. The fountain still running. 

One expects a disturbance of the power folds, but there appears on the tile floor a renewing gap. 

See the hole, where the rinds intersect and make a sort of figure-eight of teeth. But these, sticky teeth of sap from petroleum woods. So they don’t hurt when they mangle away your face. 

When it loosens, then some more. Each mouth gripping, sometimes shredding through. Like a scab harvest but heavy metal yawns too. Collection. Red arms seem to pop out. Purple skin under purple skin to reveal thick, milkyblue muscles. One seven-mouthed head barbs away at some ass, mashing the shit in spud waves, kind of a paste results. Slurp up, pontoon slugtongues bumble across the ponds. Kind screech way too frequent. 

“You moisten to know our here,” the Citerphion smiles. Glossy wings pile out of spines drizzling in corinthian sewage, pillar rolling and rolling and grind. Platelets stampede like giant rabbit-horses, all fur hooves and foam language.

Every vibration I can see across your face. You becoming less less every touch. 

Rewinding your aura some? Symbiosis the new black. Your pupils freshen static XXL. 

The Citerphion stands before the Long Fridge’s Ossuary, gazing down at his two hands white cold. So many years have been wasted in just a few, what, ninnyneeeneeenanoseconds? But the beast sanctions back and forth between its metropollasal cheeks, melting a bit. Only a bit. 

“We will not leave you alone again, we will take you back,” the Citerphion looking at the sun. 

Not at me. 

Immunity

Sitting down, he waits in the pale cafeteria. Any patient man would recognize him as their own. 

Two boys bounce up and down, their legs meant to be pogo. A bone sound glitters out. 

When he looks up again, candles blue on their tops, rows rows rows. Chittering around are figures in metal tuxedos, frayed expressions, maggoty pulses come together. These snare facial excrement, constant buffering of destroyed nose matter and skull rinds. Orchid putty, several form of glob sifts out of their vacant delight. They acute every dimension. They grimace but so placidly attentive and pour saline solutions from their kool-aid ligaments when necessary. 

For the umbra eat, you see, the white mucus of suns set for a dead fit a perfect ring, alloyed iris. Phosphorescent pupils who garden in chemical statues. 

Even the moths look up from their caustic udders to record, combine, one day to suffocate, hold it in, hold it in. You will the dragging. You help him sit down and hold in his noises. 

Do you want some, but what could it say to her. Every day the same color wins, flushes up to me, like mapping out of me, like charts of blurred crystal. Her earrings stapled with ruby static. Blitz clouds overhead, summer fragments glaze the patio. 

She was waiting for him by the pool. She wore nothing but her tanlines. She sipped at chlorine water, every one of her scabbards tousled out and moan slippy. When he saw her, he forgot what to eat. “Do you want some rub on me, or with me too?” His cock misunderstood and sniffed one of her torn sections. Her throat asshole purrs. 

Our meeting conjugated bone for the better, I guess. 

If not better, warmer. If not warmer, closer. 

If not closer, control blossoms through our unhalted bones.

You have cancered a ring too, cha? Thanks for the encouragement. 

She looks at the ginger airplane, head locked in zenith quartz declensions. She so ready for the dry oceans of dark that come with constellation tower, but no cities. No glass fountains who scald boys jacking off nearby. No open-mouthed women, abortions frolic at their coathanger masks. Pubic hair siphons out a tubular essence. It waves up and down, mimicking the soft walls. 

No one really ready for me to kiss her, sealing her in our gown. Our wedding swims below us.